To be Free by Marco

(A song about Agoraphobia and Liberation will share audio when post-production is finished)

I have been looking out the window for what seems like an eternity

I was longing for some answers quite a list from here to infinity

I've been dreaming of a rescue to finally break down these chains

I was sobbing for a while now until no tears remains

To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me

One day I heard an open invitation from the guy who said there is no outside or inside

Some folks come to see him and  they come from far and wide

I have been talking to him for so long now wondering how it would feel to shake his hand

Cause I have not met anybody in person I haven’t stepped outside from where I stand

To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me

There is no busting out of a jail cell  since there was no one convicted

There is not even a parole hearing since  there was no crime committed

Wishing you were not in jail reinforces the delusion that you are inside mate

Hoping for a sentence to be dropped and hopelessly clinging to the last once of faith 

To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me

Rap:

My body was shaking, my being was screaming

I have been trapped in my house for nearly a decade

My hand was doing, My head was swirling 

Before I knew it I was walking out the door

My feet were touching the outside floor

I must have blacked out because before I knew it

I was in another country trying not to fake it

When the customs lady asked the reason for my visit:

This came out of my mouth 

I have agoraphobia and this is the first time I am out, I have a friend waiting for me 

at the airport, he does not know that he encouraged me to have this breakthrough

 You have not idea what I have been through” and somehow she let me through

 To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me

Outro: 

Tears streaming down my face, walking through a daze

The deepest pain I held let out a cry 

The most beautiful sigh when you said “hi”

There is a thin line between pleasure and pain and that was the day “I” died. 

To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me

To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea

To be free to see that there is no you and me